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M.J. Sharp, Amarillo, 2006; chromogenic print. © 2006 M.J. Sharp

M.J. Sharp, Threaded, 2006; chromogenic print. © 2006 M.J. Sharp

I spent over a decade as a working photojournalist until
I abruptly stopped. What called me away from that life
were two grave illnesses in my family in as many years.
I did not pick up a camera again for a good while after
that. Then, early one spring night, I saw some delicate
daffodil petals lit only by streetlight. The nighttime
illumination seemed to reveal the vulnerability and fragility
of the ordinarily stalwart daytime daffodil, just as critical
illnesses had revealed the vulnerability of those closest
to me. For the better part of that year, I photographed
nothing but flowers at night, surrogates for my stricken
and lost loved ones. Later, as the scope of my pictures
enlarged, the metaphor moved from individuals to the way
the larger world feels when a cherished family member is
dying. When someone has outlived most of his or her contemporaries,
the dying experience is shared with only the remaining
few who really know them well. The isolation feels total.
The dying person is slowly leaving this world, and if he
or she is very old, the world — the world he/she knew in
more vital years — was gone long ago. For everyone involved,
there is a sort of vertigo, as no one reality feels like
the right one. I take photographs in the middle of the
night because that is the time that most closely resembles
that experience of temporal dislocation.
M.J. Sharp
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